How did I get here, to this dark, depressing place? Up all hours of the night vomiting out my life. I want to get better but my body's getting worse. I lost three more pounds and even worse I still don't feel beautiful. What's wrong with me? Why can't I change me? Tears forming in my eyes and I don't know what to do. I am in so much pain, I can't express it. Physically, emotionally, mentally. This pain I feel inside makes me want to give up on life, but I can't. I have to overcome and be someone better, someone beautiful, someone bold and strong, someone fearless and willing to take chances, someone confident, but most of all, I want to be someone HEALTHY.
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