It's been nearly a month since I posted anything. Maybe it's because I was busy with my life. Life......mine came crumbling down Saturday. Her words pierced my very soul. It was bad enough that I couldn't sleep without hearing it but now....I just lay awake at night haunted by my fears while tears flow, rolling down my cheeks like little streams on my face. *sigh* I'm trying so hard to be strong but how can I possibly be strong? I don't even have the strength to pray for myself. Truth is....I'm tired, tired of fighting, tired of fear, tired of tears. I'm at a crossroad in my life and I honestly don't know what to do or who to turn to. I don't know who I can trust because people now-a-days aren't real, they're fake! Fake......who am I to talk about someone being real or fake? I don't even know who I am! Or why I'm here! There is so much on my mind that I can't take it. I'm grinding my teeth trying so hard not to cry. I hate myself when I cry in front of people. I'm at my breaking point....
Nicole and Tori's Adventure
She is my world and my motivation. I cannot imagine life without her. Since the day she was born, she has always been the reason I breathe. I love you Tori!
Monday, March 25, 2013
Friday, March 1, 2013
Dear Diary
Broken hearts drawn in my diary.
Bleeding words, feeling hurt endlessly.
And in this book lies the pieces love has took from me.
And all this rain is nothing compared to all this pain in me.
Diary, Diary, here's my heart
I don't wanna lose it again
Diary, Diary, from the start
All the way to the end
Diary, Diary here's my bit of privacy
I'm gonna open up to you
What am I gonna do?
What am I gonna do?
So dear Diary!
Stuck inside the darkness.
Can somebody stop this silence.
Because silence hurts more than the words.
And in this book lies the pieces love has took from me.
And all this rain is nothing compared to all this pain in me.
Diary, Diary, here's my heart
I don't wanna lose it again
Diary, Diary, from the start
All the way to the end
Diary, Diary here's my bit of privacy
I'm gonna open up to you
What am I gonna do?
What am I gonna do?
So dear Diary!
So dear Diary!
Hold my secrets, my fears,
My desires, my tears!
Touch my thoughts, feels these things
See my fears, feel my pain!
I'm broken, can you fix me up?
I'm falling, can you pick me up?
I'm hurting, deep inside of me!
I'm trusting you, so dear diary!
Diary, Diary, here's my heart
I don't wanna lose it again
Diary, Diary, from the start
All the way to the end
Diary, Diary here's my bit of privacy
I'm gonna open up to you.
What am I gonna do?
What am I gonna do?
So dear diary...
So dear diary...
Bleeding words, feeling hurt endlessly.
And in this book lies the pieces love has took from me.
And all this rain is nothing compared to all this pain in me.
Diary, Diary, here's my heart
I don't wanna lose it again
Diary, Diary, from the start
All the way to the end
Diary, Diary here's my bit of privacy
I'm gonna open up to you
What am I gonna do?
What am I gonna do?
So dear Diary!
Stuck inside the darkness.
Can somebody stop this silence.
Because silence hurts more than the words.
And in this book lies the pieces love has took from me.
And all this rain is nothing compared to all this pain in me.
Diary, Diary, here's my heart
I don't wanna lose it again
Diary, Diary, from the start
All the way to the end
Diary, Diary here's my bit of privacy
I'm gonna open up to you
What am I gonna do?
What am I gonna do?
So dear Diary!
So dear Diary!
Hold my secrets, my fears,
My desires, my tears!
Touch my thoughts, feels these things
See my fears, feel my pain!
I'm broken, can you fix me up?
I'm falling, can you pick me up?
I'm hurting, deep inside of me!
I'm trusting you, so dear diary!
Diary, Diary, here's my heart
I don't wanna lose it again
Diary, Diary, from the start
All the way to the end
Diary, Diary here's my bit of privacy
I'm gonna open up to you.
What am I gonna do?
What am I gonna do?
So dear diary...
So dear diary...
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